Bad Luck - Is the spiritual World Real?

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mwania

Guest
#1
I want to reason like an educated logical person however, looking at my life, I have reasons to believe that there must be some degree of truth about some unknown forces. I believe that I am affected by these unknown forces (spiritual) that seem to affect my life significantly. I will summarize and quote my experiences for us to ponder on. I was able to read books before I went to nursery school and without anybody's assistance ( so I was told when I grew up). My dreams always came true up to the age of 9 after which that gift disappeared. I was defiled (raped) by older women in those earlier years of life. I performed erratically in primo but was the best in my school and had points good enough to be admitted to the top tier National Schools, but was not (actually the boy in position 2 was admitted to the National Schools whereas I was called into the Provincial schools. In high school I performed reasonably well but missed one single point required for admission into the Medicine school (MBChB) was picked for BCom and did Accounting. I got fired from my job because somebody stole some petty cash from my desk and also stole the petty cash book and therefore got blamed for it. My girlfriend was eaten by my relative who kept her as a mpango before they broke up and I came to know about it and therefore could not trust women. I am unable to marry and do part time biashara here and there to keep me alive. I am forced to dinya lanyes and married women and even mboches.. wherever the pu**y is... See how my life is! I think there must be some spiritual forces behind this but I want to believe it is just bad luck... What do you think? and is there a way out of my bad luck?

Other than pu**y-eating bad manners, I am very unlucky in any other crime I try to commit, because I will always be caught red-handed. I am just summarizing
 
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Mpwani

Village Elder
#6
Maybe, sometimes you wish for sth so hard you make it happen, kind of spiritual or just life.. But one thing goes bad and you doubt and you think you are cursed, why? Everything that happened to you in your childhood happened to me, anything i saw in my dreams came to pass, an older woman kind of abused me, i missed a nat. School spot even though my marks were enough to go through. But i don't f**k married women etc, and I'm yet to get a job, 2yrs after graduating from engineering school...so maybe yeah, some spirituality is involved or maybe we are what we think, idk if I'm making sense anyway.
 
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mwania

Guest
#9
Maybe, sometimes you wish for sth so hard you make it happen, kind of spiritual or just life.. But one thing goes bad and you doubt and you think you are cursed, why? Everything that happened to you in your childhood happened to me, anything i saw in my dreams came to pass, an older woman kind of abused me, i missed a nat. School spot even though my marks were enough to go through. But i don't f**k married women etc, and I'm yet to get a job, 2yrs after graduating from engineering school...so maybe yeah, some spirituality is involved or maybe we are what we think, idk if I'm making sense anyway.
I now think am cursed. I did not think so until I got fired. And I do not hunt married pussies, I just do not choose the hole, I eat them as they come! You can say I have no dignity. I stand accused.
 

Tom Bayeye

Village Sponsor
#10
What do you think? and is there a way out of my bad luck?
you are a just a horny genius bastard with suppressed memory of shagging older women but you've resorted to f**k anything with a pu**y,the older the better.You suck at being streetsmart by the way,unatombewa bibi na rela? you knew it was coming after uliintroduce kunguru.but hey you still a matapaking genius at the end of the day
 
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mwania

Guest
#11
you are a just a horny genius bastard with suppressed memory of shagging older women but you've resorted to f**k anything with a pu**y,the older the better.You suck at being streetsmart by the way,unatombewa bibi na rela? you knew it was coming after uliintroduce kunguru.but hey you still a matapaking genius at the end of the day
No hakuwa bibi was a girlfriend (a serious one at that!) A cursed one, I believe! What is knowledge for if does not help you cope with life's hurdles?
 

Shaka

Village Elder
#17
Some people are consecrated for a specific purposes, like Joseph, David, Samson, Jesus and so on. They do not choose the events that happen into their life, they life is planned and laid out for them. Evil forces are allowed to torment and cause confusion to drive such people towards a certain path destined for them. Do not compare yourself to others or give a fcuk what they say about you. Keep moving and put your efforts on things that will gear you towards a better tomorrow.
 

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