so i had this girlfriend who we had dated for three years . i lost my job and she had to leave since mimi mwenyewe sikuweza even to provide for myself, it was not her fault. later i came back to my feet and moved on .number iko msalamu tuu.
yesternight i had a dream i was marrying her in a church wedding . what does this mean elders ?
i have not married yet .
Your head is telling you via drawing castles that If only she froze from when you got broke to when you got money. She would just unfreeze and now you would be marrying in church getting sweet little niglets together and having sweet life.
Welcome to the real world, she is a different woman from when you left her as now she cannot feel safe with you. It registered in her head that your little family could one day sleep hungry for months and even if you get back together, that will always be remembered back in her head so she will always keep her options open, cheating here and there to get "Unga or sukari". Women never forget a mans broke day's and will always remind you when she thinks unajiskia mtamu of your peasant tendancies. You will resent this and will defiantly find a 20yr old who appreciates you like the king you are.
Best thing is to not talk with her because if you do, its a hekaya loading. We've been in this game a while and the above is the result. Time heals all yearnings so way forward is ACCEPT ---- SHOWER----- RETURN TO MARKET