Could be that you are addicted.............. Yangu ilikuwa Smirnoff and it was really bad, week days lazima nigepiga 2 quarters...................Fridays and Satos lazima nipige 750 ml plus, ilikuwa ni vituko, accidents, na blunders all over hadi wife aka-threaten kuniacha.
Decided to try going without alcohol for a weekend, pushed it to a week, two, three..........when it got to a month I could not believe it, kept pushing it up until new years when I had 3 glasses of wine and on birthday when I had a beer (drank less than half of it). That was August last year weekend ya 15th and I am still going..........