Hi guys I know most of you have been wondering what’s have been going down in my life lately thru the threads I post.Since I joined this village I feel much more at home than elsewhere in this world. That’s why I’ll share my story here below
I was born almost three decades ago in the rift valley province(now subdivided into counties). I am the first born.My dad was employed and worked in town (Nakuru) while my mom was a house wife(she didn’t have the papers as far as education is concerned like my dad did).When I was in std 1,my parents separated,I didn’t know what exactly was happening… It later occurred that he was irresponsible and didn’t take charge of his duties as expected…he had probably met some fine young girls who knew the correct proportion of make-up just sufficient to entice men…he did start another family (not one but several as the years went by but as we all know it you can never have enough of puthy…guess he had to learn the hard way.
So my mom brought us up just hustling in ghettos selling second hand clothes (mitumba).I had a step dad who was a drunkard as hell and would sometimes beat brutally mom but I appreciate that he paid for our sch fees for some years…basically all my life never had a father to look up to,but also didn’t engage in crime,drugs…you know such are commonplace in ghettos…or its because I don’t talk much with anyone…most people actually think am dumb,but its just that am highly antisocial
We struggled thru thick and thin with my mom and after 18 moved out to live on my own.I rented somewhere and was just hustling…kazi ya mjengo and the likes… At this point had also completed high sch and eager to enrol to get a 'good life’ as my mom put it.
I also happened to meet a girl who we were so much in love. Its true love does blind people. I was young then and naive.We started living together as my wife…and things went on as usual…after a year or so she gave birth and at that time I was not sure whether I was happy or sad…my mom was still living a hard life and now this,I felt quite guilty… Also that year I was offered a place at KU but I couldn’t join because of my current fatherly duties, I deferred… I hustled hard and bought some house items she kept asking for-big scree,nice sofas,carpet sijui nini…I feel like she was just using me but was too dumb to recognize
After four years she gave birth to yet another girl.Hustle ilikua imeshika coz nilikua nimebuy ile machine ya kutengeneza juice ya sugarcane. Nilikua natengeneza doo hadi tukamia apartment in that town.
Two years after akaanza kisirani And acting bossy yet akuna kitu nimefanya.I decided to enrol to KU nisome digital…nikienda classes on Saturday pia yeye alikua anaenda sijui wapi anakam amechelewa…but nikavumilia coz sikua nataka we part like my parents did.
Sasa after hii corona ndio amenifanyia madharau beyond expectations. First of all she took a loan for God knows what for and was unable to pay so my work machine was what was held as collateral… Ilichukuliwa and now had no means of providing the daily bread.I still maintained and started seeking some other means to survive but all in vain…after kufukuzwa kwa apartment nilisaka kanyumba kadogo ya mabati(ile pesa kidogo nilikuwa nimebakisha,I wasn’t saving coz of this ladys extravagance
Alianza kudai haezi ishi nyumba ya mabatiati sijiwezi…some bullshit.One morning,3wks ago niliwaacha kwa ploti niende nisake at a kamjei hivi …you know as a man…When I came at around 4pm na 200 nilikua nimepewa na beshte yangu coz sikupata job sikumpata…nilipata watoto wamejikunja kwa kiti wakanishw ati amebeba bag ati wangoje baba anakuja saa hii
Nilijiconsole that maybe she went to see a friend but she was gone…I felt like my life is completely shattered…here with kids,no job…
Tumekua tukilala njaa sometimes coz sina namna manze…crazy things have been creeping in my mind ever since… Kusaka lanye(after I sold my woofer to buy some food) which ended in kuibiwa simu…ata sahi niko kwa cyber ya beste coz natumia kabambe…was even willing to know about make escort…
I feel like you people are my family… Kindly help me out guys coz Niko pabaya walai.Wanted to get some money nianze kuuza ata Mayai.If you can reach out to me on 0712901395