It started with curiosity, kapombe kadogo then nakimbia kuosha macho pale Luthuli Avenue. Hizo miniskirt na mapaja was life my friend.
One day, I drunk too much then asked myself, kwani ni nani hudishi hawa malaya? Pombe ikaniambia si ni watu kama wewe tu alar. Infact I remembered a statistic I had read somewhere at every 1 out of 2 men has ever nyanduad a lanye. Zilikuwa zimenishika mbaya so I decided to negotiate with one lanye.
Kidogo kidogo tumekubaliana 500Ksh. Nimelipa tumeenda room. It was a horrible experience accompanied by major guilt.
Honestly, there’s nothing about it that I enjoyed. In my mind lanyes were supposed to look like pornstars wa magazine zile zilikuwa zinazunguka highschool. But kwa ground vitu zimebeat mbaya.
Anyway, the next six months zilikuwa mrefu, kujishuku nikaamua sitawai pimwa coz I used CD. Hahaha bad mistake that one.
Needless to say, I went back kuosha chuma, same guilt cycle over and over again. Sasa ata sio ukimwi, ni stress ilianza kunifanya nikonde.
I kept going back for HIV tests when I matured, always came negative but Ile kujishuku inafanya nikae msick.
I’ve always been obsessed na pussy but after this Curfew ya coronavirus nimeona I can do without it.
Natafuta girlfriend nitulie sasa nimebadili mienendo zangu.
Sin Thrills you before it Kills You.
I can’t speak for another soul but mimi nimewacha umalaya. The cost is too high. Not worth it at all. Heri girlfriend.
I pray to God ama natural selection nisiwai rudi kwa hiyo miserable life tena. Very sad life that one and the worst part is remembering how I used to justify hizo tabia.
Stsy safe my fellow villagers. 3minutes of sex is not worth your life and peace of mind. Keep your mind occupied on productive things. Bless.