Hio ndio naweza kuita dire situation.
Mtoto unaweza kosa chakula na pesa.
So, ikiwa you are an adult, healthy, not in any kind of custody, and you have done all you can including asking for food, then hapo ndio kufika mwisho. Because I assume you're somewhere in Remote Turkana County if not in the Sahara desert.
kama yuke mtu hana masomo wala internet ama job hajakosa chakula mbona wewe unakosa chakula? kama mnyama wa mwituni bila akili hajakosa chakula mbona wewe unakosa chakula? tafta bucket, tafta maji fresh ya 10 bob uoshe gari kwa neighbor, utapata pesa. hapana lala njaa ukitunza heshima zako, hapana kataa kazi za chini ukitunza jina, watu watajua tu hauna pesa, so get your hands dirty
Sometimes you find yourself in a situation where you don't have to doubt attributing it to either wachawi or a curse. You look at everyone around you and realize that at least they are able to meet their basics and none is struggling to your level.
There's a time I was in a worse situation, ju let alone lacking food, ata nililala nje kwa streets in Nairobi for about two months... But Alhamdulillah, I was able to rise above that at last. I understand your situation if real, and I wish I were in a position to help either you or any other in a similar situation even if they don't deserve.