So some background .
I am a 29 yr old man , introverted , reserved & in campus na iko shida , i have above average game which i taught myself . As an introvert , having few or no friends means u learn to do things on ur own & it wasn’t easy . so with my game nilirusha mtama & my current ghel akaingia box sawa sawa . pretty as hell . She comes from divorced parents after the mother alicheza nje when she was a toddler na akapotea from their lives .
After kuingia box she would come stay with me for weeks many times in my hostel b4 i defered . I was in second yr then .
She was young & neive at the tym . She was impressed by me & sometimes it seemed lyk she worshipped me . She would literally sing about me to her friends & siblings . After being together for 2 years she got into a road accident & got hospitalised . she looked lyk a mess , i didn’t recognise her after her first surgery , she recovered well only had minor fractures , no big deal . She was tiny & slim but after kutoka hosi she had scars & was fat . Then akaanza kubleach to hide the scars . She came out a different person if it were not for our support , huyu angepata serious depression , we really supported her . I even remember sneaking into govt hospital kumtoa ward just to be with her . she was so down . She thanks me to this day for what i did , (tho during an argument , she once said i didn’t visit her that many times as some of her friends , ungrateful b*tch )
aKiwa hosi , she would cry all day na kuniomba fon since she got so bored . .after kutoka hosi i organised to get her a fon . with the little coins i had , tukachanga & she got a new fon . I wld buy her stuff randomly …sikuwa na dooh ata .but i tried . Anyway After ameanza kupona pona , nikamwambia that she added weight kidogo & looked lyk a different person kabisaa . I said it casually tukiongea normal , wacha drama ianze , she got pissed & i wished i had shut the f*** up .
After a while my relatives started dieing . I couldn’t handle it vizuri . my dad got sick and i knew he was next …so i defered school for soo long shule mpaka university ikakataa nirudi , i was honestly depressed… but during that period i got some money & dooh zikaisha haraka juu i decided to join UON & help my dad with fees after he came home from the hospital . Didn’t even spend a cent on myself with that money . Nikaanza kutafuta deal ingine but haikuji haraka …thats where i am today…
So juzi juzi with no money i decided to ask her for help nikae nayeye since she works & has a house pale ngara . we agreed nitalipa rent half tho pesa i had ilikuwa ya kazi yangu . After kukaa i realised she discovered the party scene and had been partying and went to high end clubs with Her friends from work who have sponsors , some r single mothers & others cheat with random rich men . Siku hizi ako na class mpaka she said she will never drink kibao vodka ever again . ( we used to buy kibao mzinga nikiwa in my hostel )
siku hizi she ubers and hates matatus , basically she is not the neive ghel i met 5 years ago . i tried to limit the partying kikaumana , so we agreed she can party but under set rules .found a video later of herself grinding on a friend kama ameshikilia shisha …didn’t believe it ! Nilijam nikalimit partying & she had to ask for permission everytime . her friends didn’t believe she was in a relationship & was allowed to club…
kitu ingine happened that baffled me , a family member died & due to shock , she got a sizure attack . sijawai shtuka vile nilishtuka …seeing someone convulse is ‘horror’ . she hid it from me , and when she was unconscious on the bed i called her siblings na hawakushtuka , meaning it happened b4 mpaka wamezoea .
Funny thing is that her siblings faint , others had kids in highskull while one is even hawking flesh in high end hotels …f*cked up family , i tell you… anyways
after a few weeks i noticed she would get calls and anacheka kama fala ,…some niga was nyemelearing my ghel and nikajua hapa nikujipanga my fren… i hacked into her fon nikatoa chats , call logs & whatsapp . i found out kuna jamaa anarusha mtama hadharani and she was falling for him . I confronted her akaruka futi kumi & it got soo bad mpaka juzi out of nowhere she said she wants a break up … sikuamini she didn’t even want to save the 5 year relationship by talking about it …she just wants me out of her life …
I got soo shocked sikuamini . yaani this ghel used to worship me but sasa amechanuka and has class & money ananidharau to an extent she just wants me out of her life…
Kuuliza why she wants to break up , she says i am not fun , i don’t club , i have no money and she thinks she will end up hurting me … what the hell ! …ati she wants to experience life since she is young and i am restricting her …
i should have worked harder to be a great boyfriend , hiyo nakubali …i got soo distant after all the sh*t that happened … so swali ni how do i handle this one …
yes sina pesa but i have projects am finishing soon and i think they’ll sell … i also need to get out more and club & have fun and i need to get out of her house …hii madharao imezidi …
Wangwana , what do i do … i convined her to talk & save the relationship and she hesitantly agreed …