Old habits die hard.

I was in form 4 in a national school. But I wasn’t chopping much. Zangu zilikuwa kuruka fence usiku kwenda rave. Kuwasha. Sigara kwa wingi. Na kadhalika. But the administration entertained me, giving me suspensions only coz sikuwa mbaya darasani. I was the best student in my class in two particularly difficult subjects-Power Mechanics and Chemistry.

Lakini sasa in form 4 2nd term nikaamua kutoboa masikio. That broke the camels back. Nilipigwa indefinite suspension…nirudi tu kufanya exam in October. I didn’t.

The following year nika rewind kwa shule tofauti. Coming from a national school, nilikuwa na top darasa ovyo ovyo. Without effort. Nikaendelea kuruka fence kwa sababu kiu ya sigara singeweza vumilia. After one incident in this new school, wakati nimepigwa suspension nimerudi, one of my favourite teachers sat me down and asked me to lay it out to him how I intended to change. He said I hard an exceptionally bright future lakini kuna vitu flani flani itani hold back from achieving my full potential. Nkamuambia ‘Mwalimu, I’ll quit smoking’. He said, ‘No you wont. Old habits die hard’. I made it to campus and stuff, did my thing…studying, drinking, smoking. Fast forward several years…my teacher’s words kwamba old habits die hard still haunt me. In recent years, nimejaribu kuacha sigara lakini wapi.

I’m left with two issues to ponder.

  1. Kwanini nilikuwa nahangaika na ma sigara na pombe shuleni? These things zimejaa hapa nje! Na siwezi zimaliza…plot poa ingekuwa ku chop taratibu nitoke na ma A plain zangu nije kuvuta sigara hapa nje.

  2. Why, goddamnit, are old habits hard to kill. Why can’t I just effing wake up one morning and decide, to hell with cigarettes…kwani nitakufa?.

I get depressed about it at times. Hii kijiji imejaa ma junior, kulingana na comments na posts nimesoma hapa so far. My advice is this…don’t allow yourself to get hooked to anything. Alcohol, cigarettes, pxssy…anything. Addictions never satisfy. They degrade you. They humiliate you. They make you a lessr being. Be in control of your life from the word go.

Peace. Staki vita na mtu.

under 25s think they know everything. it is therefore perfectly understandable when they foolishly think they own the world.

Motivational speaking. …all those how did power mech ,electricity that’s industrial education 98% made it to university ulikuwa mangu ,khamis, Maseno chogoria nakuru high menengai kakamega musingu kiambu high alliance narok nyanturago kisii obiero mix ug etc ? Are you still struggling with smoking? Hope not !

Over 50s think they know everything. It is therefore perfectly understandable when they foolishly think knowledge is still as hard to get as in the 1950s

hehe…chopping…hehe
nimefika hapo nimewacha…

midlife crisis imeanza.

Go back and finish… it’s good counsel.

Fisked!

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Mmmh… a bit slow. Did’t get this one.
Sidia na manual

the clothes a nun wears is called a habit…t.hey are old…there is a safe above them. safes are hard.,…its about to fall on the nuns in their habits.
therefore…

Ata mimi sijaget hii!

‘With old age comes knowledge’ -Mhenga wa Wahenga

Niko under twenty fae
Cigar na weed neffa effa
Fobee kimpango tu
Siko addicted kusingle bet,kumultibet aama kumasterbet
Sida ni eye cleansing tu…si niko Sawa mizee

makes two of us…but at least i can see they are wearing habits…

still…kuna vile haiingiani. but like they say if you’ve to explain a joke…

Unafungua na kusafisha macho?

Hehe hata mimi sikushika

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