Don’t ignore that persistent headache. Or pain at the back of your neck. A close friend who just graduated from KU, Public health, Steve, got knocked out by Menengitis. Fresh from Campus.
A week later, A lady friend who was one class ahead of me from Class 1 to 8 just got knocked out of this unfair game that is life (30) Years old. Buried her today.
This life is just a pile of shit. You hustle, amass a mound of crap then you exit like a dog, leaving the other dogs fighting for the bones you piled up.
The earlier you find your purpose the better for you.
Its a phase, first you’re optimistic then disillusioned then you come to really prize your life, the purpose of life is love. If you have nothing you love ,life is not worth living for sure. The greatest love is loving the One in whose image you are created in. Falling in love with God is the purpose of life, worship is the purpose . Without that your life is that of a rational animal as Aristotle says, you’re consumed and driven by animalistic passions and desires ,greed and lust and pride/dominance. It works until it doesnt and you realise there really was no difference between how you lived and how a crocodile lived ,you just lived to propagate the species ,you’re just another blip on the cosmic orbit.