Suddenly my pride was crushed, I felt so small… I have never been the type of girl who loves sharing, never even thought about it but look at me now… I can’t even claim him to be mine, he is a married man yet I don’t want to let go…
I hate myself so much for falling for him, at first Ed was truthful and he told me that he was married… I said it’s fine we can be friends… I dint even know how we got here he confessed his love for me and fuck I loved him too but this is bad, not for him but for me… Am selfish and very possessive I just can’t handle this and to make things worse I will always be the last person that comes to his mind…
I know he doesnt text me that much I understand, little attention is not what I signed up for, infact am getting little everything… Can’t even feel his love for me anymore… I hate this feeling!!
How do mistresses live?? Ed said that he’d want me as a second wife, something that I never wanted before… can’t believe am actually considering it… What has happened to me? Am I desperate? I can get any man that I want, why him?? why do I love you Ed??love never gives up and I don’t want to give up on him but what do I do…??
When you dropped me last time I hugged you and didn’t want to let go, I wanted to kiss you like I was never going to see you again, I wanted to make love to you right there in the car… Upto now I regret not doing it my love :(
Is God going to punish me for loving a married man?? I don’t want to imagine how many people would judge me… How many people would throw insults and even mock me for doing it… I can’t even look at myself in the mirror without tears flowing… I have reduced my worth, my values and forgotten all my principles just to love a man…
Men are tactful and tricky he could be lying to me and all but I still fell for him… Ed, I love you!! Guess the future will take care if itself
When I said that 20% of the men get 80% of the total pussies, people thought I was kidding:D:DBingwa ako 47 yrs na hajawahi onja kuma, while Ed here is drowning in pussy he doesn’t even like:D:D:DIrony of life. Spoiler: Ed has 3 more girls ameweka parking/fuckzone.
Then why are you angry for being someone’s spare tyre? The truth is, you expected him to leave his wife for you, which can’t happen. By the way, most mistresses get dumped around Christmas because it is family time and niggas have to prioritize. You are not a priority