Have you ever Sat somewhere and nothing is clicking in your brain, as in, you're just there, more of a breathing corpse? You try analysing your life options and you come into a conclusion that you're just a piece of garbage floating around, being seen and being trampled on by all the masses, everything you try just fails. Your friends see you as a nuisance due to constant begging (I better beg than steal), debts have accumulated everywhere and you have no means of repaying them, you keep to yourself and ladies think you're g**. You contemplate suicide but suicide shows cowardice, that is the state am in now, I don't take alcohol so the pressure in my head is just too extreme to handle