This thing…
Being an atheist is having a free life…you believe in no deity or divinity.
But thinking about the fate of life, and last days, (cause of course earthly life will one day be terminated) , no one would choose atheism, paganism or polytheism. And had the true region been revealed to us all, then who would engage in shirk or idolatry?
We living in a world that is religiously polluted, with too many ideologies. Who’s right?
I was once a Christian, and I understand that being one you consider being an atheist and being in any other religion in equal measures. In Islam the same ideology applies.
I later enjoyed the freedom of atheism, but later life became tumultuous, to a point I thought life was worthless. I realized that religion is essential in one’s life.
Today, I’m in the religion I consider true.
But I lack friends, I lost all those I already had, cause everyone considers my religion evil. I find myself ostracized in almost all social settings. Just because my religion is irrelevant to whatever theirs teach. So to them I’m always preconceived as the lost sheep, just the same way I pray my God guides them to know the right way. But I have no problem with them being in whatever they choose as their religion, albeit always a victim of religious prejudice.
Psychologically and religiously I’m living a secluded life… I have to think of why everyone would be unhappy with my religious sentiments. My parents, close relatives and friends would never listen to me. They’re even stronger in praying for me to change. I understand their religion but they know nothing about mine. If I really need them in my life, then this would definitely jeopardize my social life with 'em. I’m not independent…
Being an atheist I had them closer to me, and they were less concerned with me being so. I dropped some of them and the girlfriends cause I realized that I could probably never change them and I didn’t want too much of their influence.
I have to meet them and we have to interact cause they’re closest to me. But I’ll feel disturbed cause there’s very little we can share now… I’m the odd one… Peculiar and unmatched among 'em…
You sound like one of those fellows who cannot shut up about their religion. Someone tries to tell you how it’s hot on a day you keep sliding in with religious bs about how god made the sun for man to ddj sjsisiaajiwosn
What do you want
quite interesting, only that you forgot to mention which religion you now practice
Deliberately, but I’m not ashamed to belong there. Though it is the reason for ostracism from other extremist friends practicing what I didn’t choose …
Shikilia hapo hapo, it can get hard…
“The people will see a time of patience in which someone adhering to his religion will be as if he were grasping a hot coal.”
Esoteric, Thelema or occult? sound like you found something to satisfy your soul.
Umetupea story mrefu sasa unataka tukusaidie aje mkubwa?
Boss ishi maisha vile unataka. Kuna watu gay wameamua wataishi vile watajiskia despite what society thinks. My point us that a lot if that ostracizion may exist only because you do not take their concerns in your stride and walk with confidence about what you have chosen to believe/be.
Note : Religion is a non issue most times if you just choose to keep quiet about some opinions. I have gone almost half my life being agnostic na sijawahi kuulizwa(despite my extended family being very catholic).
Sure
@Illuminated I remember asking you a question on this and you refused to answer https://www.kenyatalk.com/index.php?threads/becoming-a-muslim.33896/page-3#post-674627
You now clear my doubts… Fool!
Nothing. Nasema uoge…
OK. Settle down Mr Religious. The irony…
Sorry, I didn’t know my answer was not satisfying cause you went mum… Did you get a better one? I’m now more experienced to answer… 
OK, but did I invite you here?
Are you always this confrontational?
Only when I meet transgressors
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