Tipsy rant

Jergen

Village Elder
#1
I can't say this anywhere else and so let me vent here where anonymity is afforded to me.
Something happened at my workplace and we had to backdate participation in departments we'd gone through in the past 6 months. (Ka hujaelewa, well..).
So, I worked with a man who I unintentionally found very attractive. He's brilliant and so humble about it. He was one of my bosses and married. I was there for 3 weeks and I avoided any encounter with him, successfully.
Now, i'm back there. I'm working with him on a daily basis. I have to stand there in front of him, next to him. Most of the time he directs questions, advice and much needed knowledge my way and I avoid looking him in the eye. ( can never look someone i'm attracted to in the eye- one of my weaknesses).
Anyway, shida ni, i'm disgusted at myself for feeling such a pull to a married man, so I somehow end up being standoffish and aloof to him. Which is good. At first he was really talkative and friendly, now he's all business. Which helps me keep my shit. 2 more weeks around this man and counting... then it'll be over.
 

kurutu

Senior Villager
#4
I can't say this anywhere else and so let me vent here where anonymity is afforded to me.
Something happened at my workplace and we had to backdate participation in departments we'd gone through in the past 6 months. (Ka hujaelewa, well..).
So, I worked with a man who I unintentionally found very attractive. He's brilliant and so humble about it. He was one of my bosses and married. I was there for 3 weeks and I avoided any encounter with him, successfully.
Now, i'm back there. I'm working with him on a daily basis. I have to stand there in front of him, next to him. Most of the time he directs questions, advice and much needed knowledge my way and I avoid looking him in the eye. ( can never look someone i'm attracted to in the eye- one of my weaknesses).
Anyway, shida ni, i'm disgusted at myself for feeling such a pull to a married man, so I somehow end up being standoffish and aloof to him. Which is good. At first he was really talkative and friendly, now he's all business. Which helps me keep my shit. 2 more weeks around this man and counting... then it'll be over.
wacha akukamue utulie
 

Quanstrom

Village Elder
#6
I can't say this anywhere else and so let me vent here where anonymity is afforded to me.
Something happened at my workplace and we had to backdate participation in departments we'd gone through in the past 6 months. (Ka hujaelewa, well..).
So, I worked with a man who I unintentionally found very attractive. He's brilliant and so humble about it. He was one of my bosses and married. I was there for 3 weeks and I avoided any encounter with him, successfully.
Now, i'm back there. I'm working with him on a daily basis. I have to stand there in front of him, next to him. Most of the time he directs questions, advice and much needed knowledge my way and I avoid looking him in the eye. ( can never look someone i'm attracted to in the eye- one of my weaknesses).
Anyway, shida ni, i'm disgusted at myself for feeling such a pull to a married man, so I somehow end up being standoffish and aloof to him. Which is good. At first he was really talkative and friendly, now he's all business. Which helps me keep my shit. 2 more weeks around this man and counting... then it'll be over.
Plot twist. That man is uncle Uwes:D:D
 

Polmos

Village Elder
#7
Just tell him how you are feeling then he gives you his answer then you relax otherwise you will stay like that thinking he feels the same but not.There is a girl i used to have a crush on in our estate many years ago.Since she used to talk to me.People thought she was my girlfriend.But she wasn't.Then after sometime i started developing feelings for her.Then one day i decided to tell her.The answer i was given i'll never forget.Full hekaya coming soon.Nilotoka kwa gate yao nikiwa nimekunja mkia hivi.

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Jergen

Village Elder
#13
Just tell him how you are feeling then he gives you his answer then you relax otherwise you will stay like that thinking he feels the same but not.There is a girl i used to have a crush on in our estate many years ago.Since she used to talk to me.People thought she was my girlfriend.But she wasn't.Then after sometime i started developing feelings for her.Then one day i decided to tell her.The answer i was given i'll never forget.Full hekaya coming soon.Nilotoka kwa gate yao nikiwa nimekunja mkia hivi.

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I'd rather move on from those disastrous feelings thinking that he doesn't feel the same. Maze he's married AND he's my boss... Acha nikate kiu somewhere else.
 
#17
Just tell him how you are feeling then he gives you his answer then you relax otherwise you will stay like that thinking he feels the same but not.There is a girl i used to have a crush on in our estate many years ago.Since she used to talk to me.People thought she was my girlfriend.But she wasn't.Then after sometime i started developing feelings for her.Then one day i decided to tell her.The answer i was given i'll never forget.Full hekaya coming soon.Nilotoka kwa gate yao nikiwa nimekunja mkia hivi.

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hekaya tapasali man
 
#18
Good, Keep keeping your distance. that's just life, you're going to be having encounters with other attractive married men in the future. You're just going to have to be a good girl, maintain an impasse and have self control.
 

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