Wamblambez...MadPhilosopher in the house

Wassup madafackas.Maisha inawapeleka aje.

This past 1.5moths has been hell wallai.Last month my cousin (my true friend) got real sick in Tanzania.Took an emergency flight nikafika hadi Dar.Spent 3 days at the hospital sleeping on the ICU reception corridors and saw how he battled for his life.At the same time was giving hourly updates to his mom and extended family in Sweden.That was the hardest thing i have ever done in my life.You want to make them feel better but at the same time you trying not to build false hope in them.He got sijui malaria that affected his brain.Second day i was there his lungs failed,on the third night at around 4pm his heart stopped and they managed to get him back.Manz first time i ever cried tears for somebody. 3am his heart stopped for 2 more times and boom he was dead.I witnessed all that right to the moment they pronounced him dead.One of the strongest guys I knew fucked up by ferking Malaria.Inna lillahi wa inna ileyhi rajicun.May he be granted a good place in paradise.I couldn’t even bring myself to break the news to my aunt,had the elders do it.

So why am I blabbering about all this ,do i want your pity ?No ferk off bitches.Had it helps to get such things off your chest and shit.

Funny thing is I thought i was handling it well, continued with my life but one in a while i shut off.Just feel so ferking horrible,like there’s bo meaning to this life.I don’t know if it’s all connected with that stuff but i have been feeling soo ferking horrible. I had my mental issues to begin with and i feel that experience has ferked me up real bad in the head. Alafu there’s this particular song when I hear it ,i fantasise jumping off from a tall building and that thought truly makes me feel happy .The fuck:confused::smiley:

It’s all about short term escapes aye
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Na mbona unatwambia if you expect nothing from us

We tu ndio msomali natambua hao wengine wote hata great great grandfather wenyu Ni mafwi in our eyes

Fala hii, ambia huyu mujamaa pole kwanza ndo ulete úrimú hapa … jangili wewe

Huko Yemen muko na rooster ya kunyonya Abdul mboro ?

Alaf mujamaa kwanini unavuta monzo karibu na chupa ya kubebea mafuta taa

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Huku yemen apana

Natafuta hiyo group ya “wewe ni a bitch man up” wakuje

PTSD

That warms my heart Ngombe

Hiyo ni ya soda fat boy .Huwa hata sipiki hapa…

Naona mcoondu wako ushafikishia jerer… kwanza the lowest of them @uwesmake

Unakuja kulilia binadam basi harakisha uwasujudie

Uff!

Can always count on you to deliver some hard truths…Sharmuto sil weyn.

Huku kwetu ‘sharmuta’ inamaanisha lanye, tuko pamoja

Hang in there, Bro!

So is life.

Do u still doubt the Arab heritage you whose butt crack smells?

It’s tough, but a day at a time, pole Sana kwa msiba elder. Take time off work.

Sorry for your loss my brother, i know of a respected man who died hivi hivi tu kwa sababu ya malaria. He was a Kenyan but he was a businessman mostly based in dubai and saudia, he had contracted malaria in Kenya kisha he went to dubai and the malaria kicked in there and he got admitted.

There is no malaria in dubai meaning they dont have a vaccine for it (thats what i was told) so they had to rely on someone coming from Mombasa awapelekee dawa ili mzee apone but unfortunately dawa ilifika to late.

Something needs to be done, malaria kweli inamaliza watu sana.

Condolences to you and to his family.

Boss pilot phase ya vaccine ya malaria inaanza next month

We are in a somber mood here na wewe unaleta jokes za AMG za kifala hapa, chyeth khasia