Ten years ago after i finished my 4th form i came to nairofi kuhustle kiasi nikitegea kujoin colle.i was a virgin by then.nikapatana na madem wa nairobi woooi.ufisi nilianzia hapo wadau.nilikuwa naishi pale tena estate kwa ile uwanja ilikuwaga hapo.kwa kanyumba ya mbao jo ukiwa ndani unaona tu kila kitu inaendelea nje.kweli mtu utoka mbali.usiku baridi nayo.but i thank sir Jah for this far....
nway back to the story..nilikuwa na fanya kibarua pale inda kwa mhindi fulani na mshahara ilikuwa 4500.but juu nilikuwa nilikuwa naona mabeste wakileta madem kwa keja mimi nilikuwa tu nazima taa kama ni usiku alafu nakaribia hapo karibu na ukuta ya mbao nasikiza tu vile wanapigishwa nduru.nikasema ata mimi lazima nitafute mtu madze.nilikuwa naongopa kuapproach madem.
kulikuwa mama mboga mahali nilikuwa nakatiwa sukuma ya deni hapo nalipa mwisho wa mwezi na alikuwa na kidem kingine kilikuwa kinauza kashop kake hapo.tukazoena kidogo kidogo nikaanza kurusha mahindi.......long story short dem alinitoa uvarjo na tukaendelea kukamuana kama miezi tatu nne hivi.kidogo kidogo dem akaaza kudai anashukua ako ana ball.shiiiiieth.nikamshow aende hosi akapimwe..confirmed.kino.kumeharibika.nikaanza kufikiria kuhepa sasa.....nikatafuta keja ingine ya mabati hapo karibu tu but nilikuwa naingia usiku na nikazima ka nokia 1110 nilikuwa nako.nilikuja kuhama hio mtaa for good.nikaenda umo pale karibu kwa chifu.
12months nilskia mlango ikibishwa my fren.kufungua....ndem na mtoi mlangoni,mama yake ,baba yake na aunt yake,kwisha mimi.hadi waleo sijawahi elewa how,when, where,what ,who showed them kwangu.Baba yake alikuwa wa kwanza kuongea.ndiye huyu....dem akasema eeh.nikaulizwa ...kijana unamjua huyu.nikanyamaza bado confused but nikakubali eeh namjua.baba yake alinishow kitu moja tu na wakaenda.unajua ann ni mwanafunzi????tunakuachia yeye na mtoto wenu na akuonyeshe kwao hasubuhi mkuje na yeye.shiiieth....and they left.nilichapa yeye kuni hio usiku na mahasira huku akikataa ati hajapona na morning tukaenda kwao.nilitext supervisor naingia job late.kufika huko nikapata watu zaidi ya sita wakinitegea.kijeshi niliingia na nkukaa nao
.wuehhhh.................sema kuchapwa msomo.but nilijitetea na kusema dem alinishow yeye ni working class na hakuna shida nikichapa dry fry.nikakubali kulea mtoi ...tukaenda supermarket hapo karibu nikafanya shopping ya 2500.thank God ilikuwa mwisho wa mwezi.nikamrudisha home na kutoroka.that was the last time i saw my daughter.today she is a grown woman .but i want to see her.nilifanya makosa .i need to talk to ann but nilenda kweny walikuwa waishi nikapata walihama.sina any contacts..sijui nisaidike vipi
the good thing is that before i married na kupeleka mahari kwa kina bibi i told her kila kitu.and she know i have a daughter mahali.akanishow its ok.kila mtu ako na past.bora tu asiwahi kuja kutusumbua later when she is grown
nway back to the story..nilikuwa na fanya kibarua pale inda kwa mhindi fulani na mshahara ilikuwa 4500.but juu nilikuwa nilikuwa naona mabeste wakileta madem kwa keja mimi nilikuwa tu nazima taa kama ni usiku alafu nakaribia hapo karibu na ukuta ya mbao nasikiza tu vile wanapigishwa nduru.nikasema ata mimi lazima nitafute mtu madze.nilikuwa naongopa kuapproach madem.
kulikuwa mama mboga mahali nilikuwa nakatiwa sukuma ya deni hapo nalipa mwisho wa mwezi na alikuwa na kidem kingine kilikuwa kinauza kashop kake hapo.tukazoena kidogo kidogo nikaanza kurusha mahindi.......long story short dem alinitoa uvarjo na tukaendelea kukamuana kama miezi tatu nne hivi.kidogo kidogo dem akaaza kudai anashukua ako ana ball.shiiiiieth.nikamshow aende hosi akapimwe..confirmed.kino.kumeharibika.nikaanza kufikiria kuhepa sasa.....nikatafuta keja ingine ya mabati hapo karibu tu but nilikuwa naingia usiku na nikazima ka nokia 1110 nilikuwa nako.nilikuja kuhama hio mtaa for good.nikaenda umo pale karibu kwa chifu.
12months nilskia mlango ikibishwa my fren.kufungua....ndem na mtoi mlangoni,mama yake ,baba yake na aunt yake,kwisha mimi.hadi waleo sijawahi elewa how,when, where,what ,who showed them kwangu.Baba yake alikuwa wa kwanza kuongea.ndiye huyu....dem akasema eeh.nikaulizwa ...kijana unamjua huyu.nikanyamaza bado confused but nikakubali eeh namjua.baba yake alinishow kitu moja tu na wakaenda.unajua ann ni mwanafunzi????tunakuachia yeye na mtoto wenu na akuonyeshe kwao hasubuhi mkuje na yeye.shiiieth....and they left.nilichapa yeye kuni hio usiku na mahasira huku akikataa ati hajapona na morning tukaenda kwao.nilitext supervisor naingia job late.kufika huko nikapata watu zaidi ya sita wakinitegea.kijeshi niliingia na nkukaa nao
.wuehhhh.................sema kuchapwa msomo.but nilijitetea na kusema dem alinishow yeye ni working class na hakuna shida nikichapa dry fry.nikakubali kulea mtoi ...tukaenda supermarket hapo karibu nikafanya shopping ya 2500.thank God ilikuwa mwisho wa mwezi.nikamrudisha home na kutoroka.that was the last time i saw my daughter.today she is a grown woman .but i want to see her.nilifanya makosa .i need to talk to ann but nilenda kweny walikuwa waishi nikapata walihama.sina any contacts..sijui nisaidike vipi
the good thing is that before i married na kupeleka mahari kwa kina bibi i told her kila kitu.and she know i have a daughter mahali.akanishow its ok.kila mtu ako na past.bora tu asiwahi kuja kutusumbua later when she is grown
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