This past 1.5moths has been hell wallai.Last month my cousin (my true friend) got real sick in Tanzania.Took an emergency flight nikafika hadi Dar.Spent 3 days at the hospital sleeping on the ICU reception corridors and saw how he battled for his life.At the same time was giving hourly updates to his mom and extended family in Sweden.That was the hardest thing i have ever done in my life.You want to make them feel better but at the same time you trying not to build false hope in them.He got sijui malaria that affected his brain.Second day i was there his lungs failed,on the third night at around 4pm his heart stopped and they managed to get him back.Manz first time i ever cried tears for somebody. 3am his heart stopped for 2 more times and boom he was dead.I witnessed all that right to the moment they pronounced him dead.One of the strongest guys I knew fucked up by ferking Malaria.Inna lillahi wa inna ileyhi rajicun.May he be granted a good place in paradise.I couldn’t even bring myself to break the news to my aunt,had the elders do it.
So why am I blabbering about all this ,do i want your pity ?No ferk off bitches.Had it helps to get such things off your chest and shit.
Funny thing is I thought i was handling it well, continued with my life but one in a while i shut off.Just feel so ferking horrible,like there’s bo meaning to this life.I don’t know if it’s all connected with that stuff but i have been feeling soo ferking horrible. I had my mental issues to begin with and i feel that experience has ferked me up real bad in the head. Alafu there’s this particular song when I hear it ,i fantasise jumping off from a tall building and that thought truly makes me feel happy .The fuck:confused:
It’s all about short term escapes aye
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Sorry for your loss my brother, i know of a respected man who died hivi hivi tu kwa sababu ya malaria. He was a Kenyan but he was a businessman mostly based in dubai and saudia, he had contracted malaria in Kenya kisha he went to dubai and the malaria kicked in there and he got admitted.
There is no malaria in dubai meaning they dont have a vaccine for it (thats what i was told) so they had to rely on someone coming from Mombasa awapelekee dawa ili mzee apone but unfortunately dawa ilifika to late.
Something needs to be done, malaria kweli inamaliza watu sana.