You are in a real danger.
I doubt that anyone on the forum can solve this problem. This situation is super serious, so take measures. Go to the hospital, see a doctor. Only a doctor has sufficient knowledge to help you out. What kind of advice can you get here: cheer up or life is not that bad? Will it help you? Of course, won’t. Education is important but not in the period of time when your nervous system is on the verge of collapse. Perhaps, you have some hospital in the university campus where you can go and get help. Anyway, that is not the time when you should think of studying or parents, this time you need to think of yourself.
Don’t look for the advice on the web, the only person who is able to help you out is a qulified professional who knows what to do.
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